Ok I understand. Not sure I am clear exactly why, if there was much irrational dynamics present, I was not typed as IEI? This has been my problem for a long time. Introversion extroversion have been quite contradictory for me. I spend at least 75% of my time alone, usually only seeing my son and husband on a typical day. I am fine alone until I reach the point where it gets to be too much, then I need to get out and start experiencing things: go out with my friends to dinner or dancing. And how do others see me? It depends on who you ask. My husband says I am an introvert: I don't mingle in social settings and am not outgoing with people. It doesn't mean I don't like to socialize because I do. I just will always be the quieter one. My introvert friends will say I am more extroverted while my extrovert friends will say I am introverted. It seems I am a chameleon depending on who I am with. . In online groups, most people see me as INFJ (Ni dominant) but there are some who claim they see Ne. I seem to be a contradiction of sorts? Maybe I use both intuitions equally? I do value both, but I don't value Fi very much. It is frustrating. Maybe expecting a clear answer is asking for something that would not happen with me? If so, I am ok with that.
it is why I have come to Socionics because it seems to be a more in depth, clearer system.
Thank you for explaining everything. I will see what I can do with the pictures.